卓伊？ Joy?
什么？ Yeah?
你还好吗？ You okay?
嗯 Uh-huh.
你确定？ You sure?
我们到这里之后，你似乎有点……郁闷 Ever since we got here, you seem a little... upset.
噢，没有没有 Oh, no, no.
只是有些……似曾相识的感觉 Just a little... deja vu.
这里有许多素食可以吃，你知道的 They have a lot of vegetarian options here, you know.
是的，我知道 Oh, I know.
嗯，我很开心 And, uh, I'm happy.
真的，我保证 Really. Promise.
好吧 Okay.
嗯，我- Well, I, um -
我给你带了一个小礼物 I bought you a little present.
卓伊？卓伊，你怎么了？ Joy? Joy, what's wrong?
我- I -
-怎么了？是你例假来了吗？ -不是的 - What? Is - Is it your period? - No.
不好意思，艾伦 I'm so sorry, Allen.
没关系的 It's okay.
我没事 I'm okay.
我把它打开吧 Here, let me open it now.
这是 Gainsford 原产品的复制品 It's an original Gainsford reproduction.
产于19世纪80年代末 Late 1880s.
你从哪里找到这个的？ Oh. Where -Where did you find this?
eBay（成立于美国的大型电子商务公司.
-哇，艾伦，是你做的吗？ -看看边上 - Oh, Allen. You did this? - Look at the side.
很妙吧？它就是这个样子的 Isn't that amazing?I found it just like that.
是个古董 Antique.
怎么了，你不喜欢它吗？ What, you don't like it?
对不起，艾伦，不好意思 I'm sorry, Allen.I didn't mean to.
我没事 It's nothing.
你确定吗？ You sure?
嗯，谢谢你 Mm-hmm. Thank you.
不用客气 You're welcome.
祝你- Happy-
周年纪念快乐 Happy anniversary.
艾伦，艾伦，我真的很喜欢 Allen. Allen, I really do like it.
对不起 我只是- I'm sorry. It's just -
你记得你总是说一个人应该怎么宽恕吗？ You know how you always said a person should forgive?
是的 宽恕并遗忘 Forgive and forget. Yes.
所以，我认为我应该试着更加敞开 Well, so I thought that I should try to be more open.
我是真的在努力，卓伊 'Cause I've been really trying,Joy.
我不再吸白粉 No more cocaine.
我不再嗑药 No more crack
我不再疯狂吸毒 No more crack cocaine.
不再没有工作，游手好闲 No more hanging around doing nothing without a job.
不再怨天尤人，不再和我的老板打架 No more sarcastic remarks or physical attacks aimed at my boss.
不再帮着过去的同伙去盗窃和抢劫 No more helping old gang members with burglaries and armed robberies.
不再和陌生人发生冲突，在臭水沟边醒来 No more getting into fights with strangers,waking up in the gutter.
卓伊 这就像一场永无止境的奋斗 Oh,Joy. It's been like a never-ending struggle.
我一直在抗争，但我无法停止这件事情 And I keep fighting it,but it's just this one thing I can't stop.
-我竭尽全力 - I'm trying awful hard -你们好 - Hello.
你们要点菜- Are you ready to ord -
噢，抱歉 你们要再等会吗？ Oh, sorry. Do you need some more time?
不用，不用，我们可以了 No, no. We're ready.
是的 - Yeah. 嗯… - Um...
不知能否请你告诉我们你们有什么特色菜 I was wondering if you could please tell us if you have any specials.
小姐？ Miss?
你再说一遍？ Say again?
我的意思是，能否请你告诉我们你们有什么特色菜 I - I was wondering if you could please tell us if there's any specials, I mean.
你说什么？ What did you say?
我，我，嗯 I - I, uh -
我想知道是否- I was wondering if-
我知道你是什么人 I know who you are.
对不起 我知道- I'm-I'm sorry. Do I know -
你这个性变态！- Fuckin' pervert! 对不起 对不起 - I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
你穿的什么内裤呀，你这个人渣？ What are you wearin' underneath,motherfuckin' scum?
小姐，他已经改了，他不再那样做了 Miss, he's changed.He doesn't do that anymore.
我们连电话簿都丢了 We even threw out the phone book.
真的，他已经不一样了 Really. He's a different person.
但他的声音还是一样的，人渣 His voice is the same. Motherfucker.
艾伦？ Allen?
你还是没有- You don't still -
只有一点 Just -Just a little.
在星期日 On Sundays.
战时的生活
“你到底在做什么？” "What the heck are you doing?"
噢！ Oh!
你知道- You know - 你知道我喜欢你什么地方吗？ You know what I like about you?
什么？什么地方？ What? What?
你非常的……正常 You're so... normal.
我？ Me?
我感到非常愉快，和一个不古怪的人在一起 It feels so good to be with someone who isn't... weird.
或者一个糟糕的人 Or screwed up.
或者一个神经病 Or sicko-pervy.
那么 Oh. So, uh -
-你的孩子毕业了吗？- Are your kids off at college? -我希望如此 - I wish.
我的孩子都毕业了 Mine are all out of the house. 靠，我也毕业了 Hell, I'm out of the house.
就是被劝退了 Kicked out, that is.
你觉得寂寞吗？ Oh. Feeling lonely?
好吧- Well -
在一起35年之后，离婚并不是那么简单 Divorce isn't easy after 35 years together.
我靠！ Hell.
离开玛吉后我都没有找过一个女人 I haven't even been with a woman outside of Marj.
我不确定我知道，嗯，我要做什么 I'm not sure I would, uh -would know what to do.
哈维，没关系的 Harvey. It's okay.
没关系的 It's okay.
你的感受是正常的 What you're feeling is normal.
我不能-我不能谈论我的性生活 I can't - I can't talk about my sex life.
-我也无法谈论我的 - I can't talk about mine either. -有太多的东西我不了解 - There's so much I don't understand.
有时候不了解会更好 Sometimes it's better not to understand.
我的孩子马克，他是个好孩子 My son, Mark- he's a great kid.
你知道的，他有点小麻烦，就是会胡思乱想 You know, he's a little troubled just feels a little paranoid.
但他是个非常可爱的孩子 But he's - he's really a very sweet kid.
我知道的，他心肠很好 I know. Good heart.
反正他到这里来了 Anyway, so he moved down here.
我希望在他身边，你知道的…… I wanted to be near him, you know...
帮助他适应，确保他不会…… help him adjust,make sure that he doesn't get...
被误解 misinterpreted.
所以我也搬到这里来了 So I moved here also.
这太温馨了 That is so... beautiful.
他是个美丽的孩子 Ah, he's a beautiful son.
你是个很棒的父亲 You're a beautiful father.
-你- - And you're - 不要说出来 - Don't say it.
说吧 Say it.
说什么？ Say what?
没什么 Nothing.
你像一朵郁金香 You look like a tulip.
崔茜 Trish.
我无法承受再次失败 I can't afford to fail, not again.
我憎恨失败 I hate failure.
要加水吗？ More water?
您要加水吗？ And for you?
你知道吗，我和玛吉是相亲认识的 You know, I first met on a blind date.
比尔和我也是相亲认识的 Bill and I met on a blind date too.
-哈维 - Harvey. -哎 - Yes?
你去过以色列吗？ Have you ever been to Israel?
没有，没有去过 No. No.
但我想要埋在那里 But it's where I want to be buried.
噢，天哪！ Oh, my God.
我也一样，我也想 Me too. Me too.
好吧- Well -
-嗯- - Um - -喂 - Hey.
天哪！ Oh, my God.
你不是适合我的型…… You're so not my type...
但我不知道是什么迷住了我 but I - I don't know what's coming over me.
是爱，崔茜 Love, Trish.
是爱 Love.
“成为一个男人意味着什么？” "What Does It Mean to Become a Man?
《一个成人仪式演讲》 演讲者：提米 A Bar Mitzvah Speech. "by Timmy Maplewood.
按照我哥哥比利的说法，他在上大学…… "According to my brother. Billy.who's in college...
成为一个男人意味着你愿意承担某些的责任 becoming a man means you're ready to take on certain responsibilities.
比如说，学习独立自主以及坚定的信仰…… For example. learning to stand up for yourself and what you believe in...
即使这会让大家取笑你，或者说你做的是错的…… even if it means everyone will make fun of you or say what you're doing is wrong...
或者非常讨厌你 or just plain hate you...
并且在互联网上捏造关于你的事情 and put things up on the Internet about you that are totally untrue.
即使这意味着你会挨揍，被打得鼻青脸肿…… Even if it means getting beaten up.your face smashed in...
被粗暴对待，饱受折磨 wedgied raw and hard or just plain tortured.
即使这意味着被踢出学校，送进监狱 Even if it means being kicked out of school or arrested and put in jail.
我的父亲永远相信自由和民主 My father always believed in freedom and democracy.
如果他今天还活着- And if he were alive today-
嗨，妈妈 Hi, Mom.
嗨，宝贝 Hi, hon.
克洛伊睡了吗？ - Chloe in bed? 睡了 - Yeah.
你怎么回来得这么晚？都半夜了 But how come you're back so late?It's after midnight.
提米，提米 Oh, Timmy. Timmy.
怎么啦？ What?
我恋爱了 I'm in love.
真的吗？你才刚认识他耶 Really? But you just met him.
我知道，不过- I know, but-
他怎么样？像我爹吗？ What's he like?Is he like Dad was?
不像，他完全不一样 Oh, no. He's totally different.
哈维是，嗯- Harvey's, um -
哈维是一个真正的男人 Harvey's a real man.
但我爹也是一个真正的男人 But Dad was a real man also.
是的，不过- Yes, but -
我不知道怎么说，但这就像- I don't know how to put this,but it's like -
他有这种力量 He has this power.
你是什么意思？ What do you mean?
我的意思是- I mean like -
他抚摸了我…… He just touched me...
抚摸我的胳膊，就像这样，然后- touched my elbow right here just like this, and -
-然后- - And- -然后怎么样呢？ - And what?
我整个下身都湿了 I got... wet all over.
只是抚摸你的胳膊？ Just by touching your elbow?
我知道这听起来很奇怪，也很难去解释 I know. It sounds so strange,and it's so hard to explain.
那就像…… But it's like...
我感受到了我从来不了解的东西，我可以感受到它 I felt things I never knew,I could feel.
那种感觉像什么呢？ Like what?
就像- Like -
就像一朵郁金香展开了她的花瓣 Like a tulip just opening her petals.
你感觉像一朵郁金香？ You felt like a tulip?
天哪！我这是怎么了？ Oh, my God. What is wrong with me?
我怎么能和你说这些呢？ How can I be talking about this with you?
喂！醒醒！ What? Hello!
不过，妈妈，为什么呢？ But, Mom, why?
-你为什么无法解释呢？ - Why can't you explain? -因为， - Because.
你还是个孩子 You're still a child.
但我快要- But I'm almost -
我快要成为一个男人了 I'm almost a man.
一个男人 A man.
你还湿吗？ Are you still wet?
已经不了 我…… Oh, no. I...
我用纸巾擦干了 dried myself with a paper towel.
走吧，我们去睡觉了 Now come. Let's go to bed.
你好 请问找谁？ Hello. Who is this, please?
你好？ Hello?
卓伊！ Oh,Joy!
这个白痴！所有的男人都是白痴 The schmuck! All men are schmucks.
他不是这样的 Really, he's not.
我们只是需要分开一段时间，来重新评估 We just need a little time apart to, um, reevaluate.
醒醒吧 Wake up and smell the coffee.
他完全是个变态 He's a perv through and through.
他这辈子都会是个变态 Born a perv. He'll die a perv.
妈妈，你还好吗？ Mom, are you okay?
对不起 I'm sorry.
我知道，你到这里来是一件悲催的事情 It's just that I know it's sadness that's brought you here.
也许我不应该这么说，但是…… And I probably shouldn't say this, but...
你来这里我很开心 I'm so happy you're here.
我很想你 I've missed you so much.
但你却从来不来 And you never visit.
我知道，我算是谁呢？ And I know -who am I?
我一直都很孤单…… But I've been so lonely...
自从那场伤痛，就是你的父亲离我而去之后 since that prick, your father, left me.
妈妈 Oh, Mom.
但崔茜呢？她没有- But what about Trish? Doesn't she -
崔茜有自己的生活 Trish has a life.
她有三个孩子，一份正式工作 She has three kids, a real job.
而你的另一个姐姐，海伦，真是抱歉 And your other sister, Helen - I'm sorry.
来吧，你将会有一种全新的视角来看待事物 Now, come, you're gonna have a whole new outlook on things.
你再也不会想回到新泽西州去…… 永远不会 And you're never gonna want to go back to New Jersey... ever again.
我听有人说 # I heard somebody say #
今天战争已经结束 # That the war ended today #
但每个人都知道，它还会继续 # But everybody knows it's goin'still #
我们祖国的陆地和海洋里有我们的信仰 # Our mother lands and mother seas Here's what we believe #
很简单，我们不想要杀戮 # It's simple. We don't wanna kill #
晚上好，您有什么需要吗？ Good evening. Can I help you?
是的 我想坐下来 Yes. I'd like to sit down.
你们有几个人？ And how many are you?
就一个 One.
您有预订吗？ Do you have a reservation?
没有 No.
那让我看看有没有位置 Let me see what's available then.
有的，这边请 Great. Come right this way.
请坐 Here now.
服务员呆会儿就来 A waiter will take care of you in just a moment.
这期间你要喝点什么东西吗？ Would you like something to drink in the meantime?
不用，谢谢 No, thank you.
好的 Great.
你好 Um, hi.
安迪 Andy.
我可以坐下来吗？ Can I join you?
请 Oh, please.
请坐 Please sit down.
我想你 I've missed you.
天哪！安迪 Oh, God. Andy.
我也想你 I've missed you too.
我非常懊恼我所做的事情 I felt so bad for what I did.
那是我不好 It was my fault.
不是的 No.
不是的，那都怪我，是我的错 No, it wasn't. It was mine.
我不应该- I shouldn't have -
那肯定需要极大的勇气 It must have taken... a lot of courage.
我不知道 I don't know.
我太难过了 I was just so sad.
我不太记得了 I don't remember much.
已经过去太久了，但我想我一定用对了方法…… It was so long ago, but I think I must have done it the right way...
因为我都没有意识到发生了什么事情 because I wasn't really conscious of anything happening.
太好了 That's good.
那个塑料袋也许是关键 The plastic bag was probably key.
没有它的话- Without it -
噢，那就太可怕了 Oh. That would have been horrible.
太可怕了 Too horrible.
-你差点变成...... - You could've ended up - -变成植物人，我知道 - A vegetable. I know.
我一直感到很内疚 I always felt so guilty.
不，你不用的 No. No, you shouldn't have.
我- I -
我想我反应过度了 I guess I just overreacted.
我应该嫁给你 I should have married you.
真的吗？ Really?
你认为你和我在一起会幸福吗？ You think you would have been happy with me?
你给了我一个漂亮的烟灰缸 It was a beautiful ashtray that you gave me.
我的名字刻在上面 My name engraved.
噢，我应该- Oh, I should have -
我不应该那样说话 I shouldn't have spoken the way I did.
我应该让你留着那个烟灰缸 I should've let you just keep the ashtray.
没关系的 That's okay.
一切都是最好的安排 Things worked out all right in the end.
我，我的意思是 I - I mean -
你怀念生命吗？ Do you miss life?
我不知道 I don't know.
我怀念- I miss -
我怀念我的房间…… I miss my room...
我的光碟收藏 my laser disc collection.
我花了那么多年- I spent so many years -
对不起，我曾经说你是大便，我是香槟 I'm sorry I said you were shit and I was champagne.
没关系 没关系 That's okay. That's okay.
有时候事实- Sometimes the truth -
我想这让我变得更好 I think it's made me a better person.
你觉得我们可以重头再来吗？ Do you think we could have another go at it?
就像试婚一样 Like on a trial basis.
但是，安迪，我已经结婚了 But, Andy, I'm married.
没关系的 That's okay.
不用告诉任何人，那是我们的秘密 No one has to know. It would be our secret.
只是你和我在一起 Just you and me, together.
我有很多毛病，安迪 I have so many problems, Andy.
我的丈夫和我- My husband and I -
我不知道怎么办 他- I don't know what to do. He's -
噢，我感觉被严重辜负了 Oh, and I feel so betrayed.
有时候，欺骗对婚姻有利 Sometimes, cheating can help a marriage.
不，不要那么说，欺骗是不对的 No. No, don't say that. Cheating is wrong.
那不公平，那是有害的 Unfair. It's hurtful.
一个人过剩下的日子？这是不自然的 One man for the rest of your life? It's unnatural.
喔，我正努力改善 Oh, but I'm trying to improve things.
告诉我，卓伊，拜托…… Tell me, Joy, please...
一切都过去了，你现在知道了一切…… after all that's passed, knowing all you know now...
你希望你之前和我在一起吗？ do you wish you could've been with me before?
不 No.
吃屎吧，你丫的贱屄 Eat shit, you fucking cunt.
你以为你在改善别人的生活…… You think you're improving other people's lives...
在拯救或者解脱他们，但是从哪里解救呢？ saving them or freeing them - from what?
你他妈的了解别人吗？ The fuck do you know about other people?
怎么样？你个弱智！ What? Idiot!
我为什么要自杀？ Why did I kill myself?
我应该杀了你！ I should've killed you!
妈妈！ - Mom! 什么，提米？ - Yes, Timmy?
爸爸真的死了吗？ Is Dad really dead?
你为什么现在问我这个问题呢？ Why are you asking me this now?
Avi Fleischer告诉我说他在网上找到爸爸了 Avi Fleischer told me he found him on the Internet...
说是爸爸因为强奸小男孩被关进了监狱 and that he was sent to jail for raping young boys.
现在学校里的每个人都说我爸爸还活着…… And now everyone at school is saying that my dad's alive...
说他是个恋童癖者 and that he's a pedophile.
-噢，提米，嘘，嘘 没事的 - Oh, Timmy. Shh, shh. It's okay. -然后他说爸爸是个同性恋 - Then he said he was a faggot.
-噢，提米 - Oh, Timmy. -他还说我是个同志 - And then he said that I was a faggot.
-所以我就 - So I - -提米，你做了什么？ - Timmy, what did you do?
我什么也没做 我只是跑开了- I didn't do anything.I just ran away-
就像个同志一样 like a faggot.
提米，听我说 Oh, Timmy, listen to me.
你不是个同志，还有你的父亲- You are not a faggot, and your father-
他还活着？ He's alive?
他是一个- And he's a -
-为什么你不告诉我？ - Why didn't you tell me? -我不知道 - I don't know.
我以为以这样对你比较好，让你认为- I thought it would be better for you to think that -
认为他已经到天堂去了 to think that maybe he was in heaven.
-但我可以帮助他 - But I could've helped him. -不，宝贝 - No, honey.
没人可以帮助他 他已经不可救药了 No one could help him.He-He was beyond help.
-他现在在哪里？ - Where is he now? -被关在北部的监狱里 - Locked up, up north.
没关系的 It doesn't matter.
比利知道吗？ - Does Billy know? 是的，比利是大人 - Billy's older.
比利已经上大学了 Billy's in college.
-我恨你 - I hate you. -提米，拜托 - Timmy, please.
请原谅我 Please forgive me.
你要明白，我这是为了保护你 You-You have to understand that I just wanted to protect you.
我只希望你自由自在地成长，仿佛他已经不在了 I just - I wanted you to grow up free and happy, as if he were dead.
操你丫的，臭婊子！ Fuck you, bitch.
妈妈 Mommy.
哎，宝贝 你准备好我带你去唱卡拉OK了吗？ Yes, honey. Are you ready for me to take you to karaoke class?
我的抗惊厥药吃完了 你有我可以先吃一点吗？ I ran out of my Klonopin. Do you have any I can have first?
当然可以，宝贝 去我的药箱里拿吧 Of course, honey. Just go into my medicine cabinet.
好的 Okay.
好 Okay.
-噢，上帝！- Oh, God. -我找不到 - I can't find it!
先喝半勺宽心剂吧 Just take half a Wellbutrin.
在盒子右下角，就在止痛药边上 They're on the bottom right, next to the Percocet.
好的！ Okay!
干脆把一瓶都拿出来 You know what?Just bring over the whole bottle.
宝贝 Sweetheart.
提米 Timmy.
我知道你的感觉- I know how you must feel -
就和我发现真相时一样- like I felt when I found out -
你觉得被欺骗了 like you were lied to.
是的，我撒了谎 And, yes, I did lie.
但我撒谎是因为我爱你…… But I lied to you because I love you...
因为我不希望你受到任何伤害 because I didn't want any harm to come to you.
但如果我就是个同性恋怎么办？ But what if I become one though?
我不想当同性恋 I don't wanna be a faggot.
我的语言艺术班上有个小孩，他非常同性恋 There's this kid in my language arts class,and he's so gay.
你不会的，你不会的 You won't. You won't.
我保证 I promise.
对不起，我骂你“臭婊子” I'm sorry I called you "bitch. "
噢 Oh.
没事的，宝贝 It's okay, honey.
做个好梦 Sweet dreams.
妈妈 Mom.
-你还好吗，宝贝？- Are you okay, honey? -是的 - Yes.
但我要和你谈谈 But I need to talk to you.
说吧 Go on.
嗯…… Well...
当一个男人强奸一个男孩时，他具体会怎么做？ what exactly does a man do to a boy when he's... raping him?
我的意思是，我当然知道你要强暴一个女孩时具体要怎么做…… I mean, I know of course exactly what you would do with a girl and all...
但对一个男孩会怎么做呢？ but with a boy, where do things go?
噢，提米，提米，提米 Oh, Timmy. Oh, Timmy, Timmy.
请告诉我 Please tell me.
真的，我想知道 Really. I need to know.
-我差不多是个男人了 - I'm almost a man. -好吧 - All right.
你知道男孩和女孩有什么不同吗？ Well, you know how things are different between boys and girls?
知道 Yeah.
嗯…… Well, uh...
它们在男孩和男孩之间也是一样的 they're the same between boys and boys.
所以，那就好像 So, well, it's like -
当哈维第一次抚摸我的胳膊 When Harvey touched me for the first time on the elbow -
一切都是一个碰触引发的 That's all it takes is a touch.
只要一个碰触就够了 Just a touch can be enough.
你的意思是，如果一个男人触摸我 You mean, if a man just touches me -
不要让男人碰触你 No man should ever touch you.
但如果他碰了怎么办？或者只是不小心 But what if he does? Or by accident.
那你就尖叫 You scream.
Avi Fleischer说恋童癖者都是恐怖主义者…… Avi Fleischer said that pedophiles are terrorists...
他们把他们的阴茎放到你的……屁股里面 and that they stick their penises into your... tushy.
Avi Fleischer不知道他在说什么 Avi Fleischer doesn't know what he's talking about.
还有其它的事情 There are other things.
你的父亲也许是个恋童癖者，但他也是一个男人和父亲…… Your father may have been a pedophile,but he was also a man and a father...
-有的事情- - and some things - -噢，妈妈 - Oh, Mom.
我不想要有任何东西进到我里面，永远不要 I don't want anything ever to go inside of me, not ever.
噢，提米，提米，不要担心 Oh, Timmy. Timmy, don't worry.
不用担心 永远不会有东西进入你身体里面！ Don't worry. Nothing -Nothing will ever get inside you!
只要我在你身边 Not so long as I'm around.
我可以坐下来吗？ Mind if I join you?
请坐 Please.
不好意思，请告诉我你不是基佬 Forgive me. Please tell me you're straight.
我不是 - I am. 好，我知道了 - Oh, I got it.
你一个人在这里干什么呢？ So what are you doing here all alone?
工作 Work.
你喜欢你的工作？ - You like your work? 可以挣到钱 - It pays.
很好，那我们不用谈论它了 Good. Then we don't have to talk about it.
你单身吗？ - Are you alone? 已经结婚了 - Married.
和单身是一样的 Alone. The same thing.
不，单身是单身 No. Alone is alone.
你要知道，我很擅长看人 I'm good at reading people, you know.
你现在看到了什么呢？ What do you read now?
我看到一个男人…… Well, I see a man...
他是个异性恋单身汉 and he's alone, and he's straight.
那对我而言已经够好的 That's good enough for me.
看得准 You are good.
我的丈夫是个同性恋 My husband was a fag.
那你一定很辛苦 Must have been hard.
他是我唯一爱过的人 Only man I ever loved.
他怎么了？ What happened to him?
烂事 Stuff.
你有孩子吗？ - Any kids? 再也没有了 - Not anymore.
只有一堆狼崽子，他们已经出去觅食了 Just a pack of wolves, and they're out for blood.
怎么会这样呢？ How so?
他们认为我是魔鬼 They've decided I'm the villain.
我是个妖怪 - I'm a monster. 他们为什么这样认为呢？ - Why do they think that?
因为我就是个妖怪 'Cause I am a monster.
作为妖怪，人是无能为力的 People can't help it...if they're monsters.
我也无法宽恕他们 They can't be forgiven either.
你寻求过宽恕吗？ Have you asked for forgiveness?
我可不是笨蛋 I'm not a fool.
如果我是他们，我也不会宽恕我 If I were them,I wouldn't forgive me either.
在我的家里，只有赢家和输家 In my family,there are only winners and losers.
只有输家才寻求宽恕 And only losers ask for forgiveness.
只有输家才期望得到宽恕 Only losers expect to get it.
外面的世界…… The world out there...
可能是残酷的 it can be harsh.
你他妈的对外面的世界知道些什么…… What the hell do you know about the world out there...
我已经有过两次经验了 that I don't already know... twice over?
敌人是内部的 The enemy's within.
你的房间可以看风景吗？ Your room have a view?
不能 No.
这里也不能 Same here.
不过谁他妈的需要看风景呢？ Who the fuck needs one anyway?
你为什么是这种感觉呢？ Why do you feel that way?
你是心理学家吗？ What are you, a shrink?
我需要的不仅是爱抚 I need more than a caress.
你要多少钱？ How much do you need?
什么？ - What? 没关系的 - It's okay.
我理解的 I understand.
这工作很辛苦 It was hard work.
我年纪不小了 I'm old.
包中间有个夹层，里面有钱，你全拿去吧 There's a stash in the Chanel -the zippered pocket. Take it all.
你在看什么？ What are you looking at?
不要假装你好像关心…… Don't start pretending like you care...
好像我不是个魔鬼一样…… like I'm not a monster...
好像我还有一颗心 like I still have a heart that -
原谅我 Forgive me.
滚吧，人渣！ Fuck off, prick.
你要点什么，亲爱的？给她的食物要简单一点 What do you want, honey?Let me just make it simple for her.
她有些东西不吃 She's got some food issues.
她只要一份凉拌色拉，不加胡椒，这样就可以了 Let's just get a mesclun salad, no pepper.Just very simple.
我要一份带调味料的尼斯色拉 And I'll have the Salade Nioise with the dressing on the side.
好的，会尽快给您上菜 - Perfect. It'll be right out. 谢谢 - Thank you.
卓伊，见到你太高兴了 Joy, I am so happy to see you.
我也很高兴见到你 - I'm so happy to see you too. 有件事你知道吗？ - And you know something?
什么事？ - What? 你看上去不错的样子 - You look good.
是吗？ - Really? 我认真的 - I mean it.
你的骨头上有肉了 You put some meat on your bones.
你过去的样子总是很消瘦 You used to look so peaked all the time.
我想：“也许她得了某些罕见的血液病 ” I thought, "Maybe she's got some rare blood disease.
但是我又想：“崔茜，不要去管她，她已经不小了 ” But, Trish," I said, "Leave her alone.She's old enough.
“如果她想通过吃素来证明某些观念，那你知道的-” If she wants to be vegetarian to prove some point, then, you know" -
不过感谢上帝，你又开始吃肉了吗？ But, golly. So you're back to eating red meat?
没有 No.
不管怎么样，上帝知道，反正那个豆腐起作用了 Wow, even so. God knows how,but that tofu is workin', girl.
谢谢 Thanks.
你看不去也不错 You look good too.
你知道我的秘密是什么吗？ - You know what my secret is? 是什么？ - What?
我认识了一个人 I met someone.
真的吗？那太棒了 Really? Oh, that's great.
并且…… - And... 并且什么？ - And?
我们准备结婚了 we're getting married.
不会吧！ - No! 会的！ - Yes!
喔！ Oh!
孩子们还没有见过他，假如他们喜欢他- The kids haven't met him yet,so provided they like him -
噢，崔茜 Oh, Trish.
比利我不担心，不过提米和克洛伊…… Billy I'm not worried about,but Timmy and Chloe...
他们还是孩子 they're - they're still children.
我知道 Oh, I know.
这是个秘密，谁都不知道，连海伦和妈妈都不知道 It's a secret. No one knows -not Helen, not even Mom.
我保证我不会告诉别人的 I promise. I won't tell a soul.
不过你会不会觉得你也许有点太草率了？ But don't you think you're maybe...rushing things a bit?
我的意思是，男人- I mean, men are -
我不太清楚，特别是在出了比尔的事情之后 I don't know. And after Bill.
比尔完全不一样 - Bill was totally different. 但他也是个男人 - Still.
不，不是的，过去的已经过去了 No. No. The past is the past.
往事不要再提，我已经忘记它们了 Dead. Gone. Wipe my hands.Forgotten.
我和孩子们与他不再有瓜葛 It's got nothing to do with me and the kids.
我们现在生活在佛罗里达州 - We live in Florida now. 对不起，我只是- - I'm sorry. Just -Just -
从另一方面来说，哈维不是太有吸引力 Now, Harvey, on the other hand,well, he's not very attractive.
他年纪比较大，也不帅 He's older. He's not even that well off.
他离过婚 He's divorced.
这个可怜虫有个非常，非常可怕的老婆 Poor thing had a horrible, horrible wife.
但他是个犹太人，他同情以色列 But he's Jewish. He's pro-Israel.
为了以色列，他为布什和麦凯恩（参议员）工作 He did work for Bush and but only because of Israel.
他知道这些人全都是白痴，所以不用担心 He knows these people are complete idiots otherwise, so don't worry.
基本上，他是一个单纯的，完全顾家的人 Basically, he's just a plain,totally family-oriented kind of guy.
他真的是一个好人 He's a real mensch.
卓伊，我需要这段感情 Joy, I need this to work.
你已经- Have-Have you -
感觉如何？ And was it -
太正常不过了！ So normal!
噢，崔茜，我太为你高兴了 - Oh, Trish, I'm so happy for you. 我也很高兴 - Me too. Me too.
那你呢，你怎么样？你都没有告诉我你的事情 But you -What about you? You haven't told me a thing.
我很好，我- Oh. I'm fine. I'm -
艾伦怎么样？ - How's Allen? 很好，很好 - Oh, fine. Fine.
不要听妈妈说的，真的 Just don't listen to Mom. Really.
我一切如常-很好 Everything's the same - fine.
我只是需要一点距离，一点时间 I just needed to get away for a bit.A little me time.
你以前做过心理咨询的那些前囚犯们现在怎么样了？ What about your work with the ex-cons?How's that going?
噢，很好 我已经开始想念他们了 Oh, fine, fine. I miss them already.
天呐！ But, my God.
给这些罪犯和强奸犯做咨询，我- Working with those criminals and-and... rapists. I -
我不知道，卓伊， 你有想过你咨询的这些- I don't know,Joy. Don't you ever think about working with -
这些受害者是好人吗？ with the victims - good people?
不是所有的罪犯和强奸犯都是坏人，崔茜 Not all criminals and rapists are bad, Trish.
我不知道你的字典里是怎么说的，但我很清楚这一点 I don't know what your dictionary says, but it's pretty clear in mine.
不好意思，我并不想批判你 But I'm sorry. I don't mean to criticize.
那是你的职业，我完全尊重 It's your profession, and I totally respect that.
只是我永远做不到这一点 It's just - I could never do it.
你是个圣人，真的 You're a saint. Really.
真的，这只是一份工作 Really, it's just a job.
尼斯色拉，请慢用 All right now. Salade Nioise.
噢，不好意思，我是要边上有调料的 Oh, I'm sorry. I asked for the dressing on the side.
噢，抱歉，我们会马上处理 Oh, I'm sorry.We'll take care of that right away.
麻烦你 I'm sorry.
你知道吗，卓伊，有些事我从来没有告诉过你 You know,Joy,there's something I never told you.
我猜作为一个姐姐，同胞争宠 I guess being the older sister,sibling rivalry and all -
但现在我们连结得更紧密了- But now that we're so much more bonded -
我内心深处一直相信- I always believed deep down -
妈妈，爸爸和海伦也是这样想的…… and so did Mom and Dad and Helen...
因为我们讨论过许多次，不过- 'cause we discussed it all so many times, but -
你和艾伦结婚的时候…… When you married Allen...
我们认为你非常的…… we- we thought you were so...
勇敢 brave.
为什么呢？ But... why?
我想要坦白，我知道所有的事情，我们都知道 I may as well confess.I know everything. We all have.
艾伦的问题是... Allen's... problem, his -
你竭尽全力去治愈他…… And how you tried so hard to cure him...
让他变得正常 so he could be normal.
最终你认为他似乎被治好了 And how you eventually thought he was cured - as if.
卓伊，我们家里没有秘密 Joy, there are no secrets in the family.
你是家中的一员，到现在为止你一定知道了，你一直是一本打开的书 You of all people, you must know that by now. You've always been an open book.
但你的快乐看起来如此的绝望…… But you seemed so desperately happy...
我们都不顾一切地希望你快乐 and we all so desperately wanted you to be happy.
如果不是有艾伦的话...... And it seemed like if it wasn't Allen, then -
对不起 I'm sorry.
我很抱歉，但彼此之间坦诚交流是很重要的 I'm so sorry, but it's important that we be open with each other.
卓伊，你是个美女，即使你已经过了你的- Joy, you're a beautiful woman,even if you're past your-
我打心眼里认为…… And I really think,from the bottom of my heart...
你应该放弃他 that you should just drop him.
放弃你的工作，放下一切，搬到佛罗里达州来 Drop your job, drop everything and move to Florida.
搬到这里，要忘记一切就会比较容易…… Down here, it's easy to forget everything...
重新开始-就像我一样，好像你依然年轻 start over, fresh - like me -as if you were still young.
我的意思是，你真正放不下的是什么呢？有什么比家人更重要呢？ I mean, what are you really gonna miss? What matters more than family?
朋友来来去去 工作只是工作而已 Friends come and go. A job is just a job.
购物，吃饭，看电视，在哪里都和在这里一样 Shopping, food, HBO -everything here, same as anywhere else.
卓伊，不要误解我的话 Joy, don't take this the wrong way. 我只是- I just -
我只是太爱你了 I love you so much.
我爱你 I love you.
卓伊！ Joy!
天哪！ God.
看到你，找到你，我难以言表有多么开心！ I can't tell you how happy I am to see you,how happy I am you found me.
噢，我也一样 - Oh, me too. 我一直觉得很内疚 - I've been feeling so guilty.
噢，但是海伦，你并没有做错什么 Oh, but really, Helen, you didn't do anything wrong.
我知道，但我还是内疚 I know, but still.
大家都明白 - Everyone understands. 我知道 - I know.
我原谅了他们…… And I forgive them...
尽管如此- but even so -
你和妈妈，爸爸，尤其是崔茜脱离了关系- Cutting ties with Mom, Dad, Trish especially-
你一定很辛苦 it must have been hard.
是的 It was.
真的，我说不上来 Really, I can't tell you.
我想念你，但是- I missed you, but -
没关系，我理解 It's all right. I understand.
我原谅你了 And I forgive you.
我只是觉得糟糕，我的意思是，我联系不上你…… I just felt bad -I mean, when I couldn't reach you...
因为你被排除在外了 'cause you were unlisted.
我别无选择 I had no choice.
卓伊，有许多次我一直想着要联系你 I can't tell you,Joy, how many times I thought about calling you.
真的吗？ Really?
我内疚感太强了 I was too guilt-ridden.
噢，海伦 我们一直以为你是不好意思- Oh, Helen. All this time, we all thought you were just ashamed of us -
和我们联系，就好像那会破坏你的事业一样 of being related to us, like it would ruin your career or something.
不好意思？ Ashamed?
你怎么可以- How could you -
对不起，我应该更有信心才对 我们全都应该更理解你 I'm sorry. I should have had more faith.We all should have been more understanding.
我经历了一段非常难过的日子 I was going through a very intense time.
我不再相信诗歌 I'd given up on poetry.
它变得太- It had become too -
太简单了 too easy.
我感觉被自己成功的“恶行”碾碎了 And I was feeling crushed by the enormity of my success.
我很害怕 And I was afraid.
但有件事情你知道吗？ But you know something?
转行写优秀的剧本是一个更加艰难…… It turns out writing a good screenplay is a much harder...
和更加纯洁的过程 and purer process.
至少你和基努私奔后事情就好办了 Still, it must at least be neat going out with Keanu.
没什么好办不好办的 There's nothing neat about it.
对不起，这样说很愚蠢 I'm sorry. That was a stupid thing to say.
真他妈弱智！ - It's fucking idiotic. 你是对的 - You're right.
我的意思是，这就像我们国家还在打仗一样！ I mean, like, we're still a country at war!
噢，上帝！ Oh, God.
又是Salman Salman again.
他想知道应该穿什么去出席艾美奖 He wants to know what he should wear to the Emmys.
Kwaku（女佣的名字）?
你打算在这里呆多久？ So, how long do you plan on staying out here?
我不知道 Oh, I don't know.
我想也许我可以和你在一起，直到我重新整合起我的生活 I thought maybe if I could stay with you just till I got my life together.
具体多久？ - How much time are we talking? 我不知道 - I don't know.
我确信我可以在两个月或两个星期内找到一份工作 I'm sure I could find a job within a couple of months - or weeks.
如果我用心的话，两天就可以了 Days if I really set my mind to it.
你在这里想做什么工作呢？ And what are you gonna do out here?
我想再次对前罪犯进行心理咨询 Try working with ex-cons again.
我在东部监狱有许多成功的案例 I've had a lot of success with penitentiaries back east.
还有加州，嗯- And California, well -
这里有很多监狱，所以我想我也许可以- There are so many prisons here,so I thought that I could maybe -
如果不行怎么办？ - And if that doesn't work out? 噢，没关系的，其实任何工作都行 - Oh, anything. Really, anything's fine.
任何工作都行？ Anything?
是的，任何工作都行 Yeah, anything.
你知道Joni Mitchell吗？ Say, do you know Joni Mitchell?
我听说她住在这里…… I heard she lives out here...
她是一个我真正仰慕的人…… and she's someone I've always thought I'd really connect with...
她懂我，你明白吗？ like she'd really get me, you know?
她也许可以给我一些建议 Maybe she could give me some advice.
我能给你一些建议吗？ Can I give you some advice?
好的，请讲 Oh, please.
没什么 其实我没有建议要给你 No. Actually, I have no advice for you.
是我说错了什么吗？ Did I say something wrong?
不是，为什么这样说呢？ No. Why?
那你为什么还是一定要取笑我呢？ Then why do you still have to make fun of me?
取笑？ Make fun?
是的 Yes.
我没有- I'm not -
噢，上帝，拜托，卓伊 Oh, God. Please, Joy.
我努力过了，我真的努力过了 I try. I really do.
但是你，基努和大家…… But you and Keanu and everyone...
以为我在嘲笑他们…… thinks I mock them...
认为我冷酷，伪善，无情 that I'm cruel and condescending,that I have no heart.
这真的很过份 And it's really hard.
这对我很过份，因为我真的爱你们 It's hard on me,because I really do love you.
真的 I do.
我知道你为什么大老远跑来找我 And I know how you didn't come all this way and hunt me down for nothing.
你真的想要得到我对于男人，婚姻和艾伦的建议…… You really just want my advice on men and marriage and Allen...
以及为什么一切都没有效…… and why nothing works out...
你觉得自己像个彻底的失败者- and you feel like a total loser-
你厌恶自己，不喜欢自己 the self-disgust, self-loathing.
生活没有意义，已经结束了，你差不多快死了…… Life has no point, it's over,you're basically dead...
废话，废话，废话，你以为我也许有答案 blah, blah, blah, blah, blah,and you think maybe I have the answer.
不过，卓伊，我只是个人 But,Joy, I'm only human.
对不起 I'm sorry.
都是我的错，我不应该这样 It's my fault. I shouldn't have.
不，没事的 No. It's okay.
我习惯了，我可以承受的 I'm used to that. I can take it.
不过谢谢你 But thanks.
我试着去原谅 # I try to forgive #
我试着去遗忘 # I try to forget #
试着不再去经历 # Try not to relive #
让我纠结的事情 # What makes me upset #
我们都会犯错 # We all make mistakes #
不如承认它们吧？ # So why not admit them? #
我犯了个错误 # I made a mistake #
那就像现在的结局 # It's just like the end now #
战时的生活 # Life during wartime #
时光倒映出时光 # Time-to-reflect time #
时光再次思索时光 # Time-to-rethink time #
-时的生活 # Life during -##
噢，安迪 Oh, Andy.
我为之前的事感到抱歉 I'm sorry about before.
我的药吃光了，所以- It's just I'm off my medication and -
真的，我并不是故意的 Really, I didn't mean what I said.
你在这里干什么？ What are you doing here?
我不知道 I don't know.
我见你一直一个人，所以我想- I saw you all alone, and I thought -
想怎么样？ What?
你唱的歌和我有关吗？ Was your song about me?
没有 No.
你知道的…… You know...
听着海伦与基努的声音，我- just listening to Helen and Keanu, I -
我忍不住想- I can't help but thinking -
想干嘛？ What?
我们一起过夜如何，就像过去一样？ What about you and I spend the night together,just like old times?
但我们以前从来没有在一起过夜 But we never spent the night together before.
过去？ Old times?
我们什么也没做 We never did anything.
我不会让任何事情发生 I wouldn't let anything happen.
你不是喜欢改变吗？ Wouldn't you like to change things?
改变过去？ Change the past?
和我重修于好？ Fix everything like it could have been?
做正确的事情？ Done the right thing?
噢，安迪 Oh, Andy.
有的时候- Sometimes -
有时候最好…… Sometimes it's better to just...
还是放手吧 let go.
你认为海伦幸福吗？ Do you think Helen's happy?
是的 Yes.
我认为她是假装高潮的 I think she's faking it.
有时候伪装比真实更有好处 Sometimes just pretending can be better than the real thing.
不过我讨厌伪装 Oh, but I hate pretending.
大家都在装 Everyone pretending.
我是真心的 I'm not pretending.
想像一个没有人伪装的世界 Imagine a world where no one pretended.
请原谅我 Please forgive me.
我试过了，但是我假装不了 I tried, but I just can't fake it.
来吧，卓伊 Come on,Joy.
来吧 卓伊！ - Come on. Joy! 不要，不要 - No. No.
来吧，卓伊，卓伊，卓伊 - Come on,Joy. Joy. Joy. 不，不要 - No. No.
滚吧，狗娘养的！ Back off, motherfucker!
你好，这是卓伊 - Hi. this is Joy. 还有艾伦 - And this is Allen.
听到声音后请留言- Please leave a message at the sound of the-
艾伦？ Allen?
我想告诉你我要回家了 I just wanted to tell you that I'm coming home.
我想你 I- I miss you.
对不起，不过关系是非常复杂的 I'm sorry.but relationships are so complicated.
有时候我会问自己在做什么？ Sometimes I ask myself.what am I doing?
为什么我们要吵架呢？ Why are we fighting?
为什么人们要吵架呢？ Why does anyone fight?
这有什么好处呢？ What good does it do?
你的问题，现在已经完全不重要了 Your problem - well. it just seems so unimportant now.
那很可能是心理或基因问题，我真的不在乎 It's probably psychological or genetic.I really don't care.
我原谅你了，如果原谅很重要的话 I forgive you.if forgiveness even mattered.
其实我只想要和你，和我的病人以及保安朋友们在一起…… Really. all I want is just to be with you and my ex-cons and security guard friends...
也许可以与那个女服务员进行心与心的交流 maybe have a heart-to-heart with that poor waitress.
艾伦，我真心希望你不会太郁闷 Oh. Allen. I just hope you haven't been too depressed or anything.
不过也不用担心，我在回来的路上了 But don't worry. I'm on my way.
我爱你 And I love you.
喔！吔！ Oh! Yeah!
操他妈的家庭 Fuck family.
操他妈的母爱 Fuck motherhood.
操他妈的孩子 Fuck the kids.
我什么都不在乎了 I just don't care anymore.
我之前说的，关于孩子和家庭的- What I said before - about the kids and family-
那不是我的心里话 I didn't really mean it.
我知道 I know.
爱真的可以改变一个人 Love really can change a person.
永远不要离开我 Don't ever leave me.
我会活不下去的 I won't survive it.
答应我 Promise me.
妈妈？ - Mommy? 嗯，宝贝？ - Yes, Honey?
你认为小胡萝卜会觉得痛吗？ Do you think baby carrots feel pain?
提米，去开下门好吗？ Timmy, could you get the door?
好的，妈妈 Sure, Mom.
你好，我是哈维·温纳 Hi. Hi. Harvey Wiener.
幸会 你一定是提米 Nice to meet you.You must be Timmy.
幸会 - Nice to meet you. 这是我儿子，马克 - Yeah. That's my son, Mark.
嗨！噢，看看这些郁金香！它们真美 Hi! Oh! Look at those tulips.Those are beautiful.
红色的代表爱 Red for love.
那白色的呢？ What about the white?
提米！ - Timmy! 代表谅解 - Uh, for forgiveness.
抱歉，我们来早了一点 - I'm sorry if we're a little early. 没事，请进来吧 - Oh, please. Come on in.
马克，你好 我是崔茜，很高兴见到你 - Mark, hi. I'm Trish. It's nice to meet you.
提米，关一下门，亲爱的 Timmy, get the door, sweetheart. 这是克洛伊，叫叔叔好 This is Chloe. Say hi.
嗨，克洛伊 - Oh, hi, Chloe. 来吧，宝贝，叫叔叔好 - Come on, sweetheart. Say hi.
嗨，你好吗？ Hi. How are you?
嗯！ Mmm!
嗯！这鸡肉好吃得不像是这个世界的 Mmm! This chicken - out of this world.
真的呀？会不会太干？ Really? It's not too dry?
噢，就像奶油一样 好吃！ Oh, like butter. Mmm!
噢，还有调味汁 Oh, and the sauce.
是以色利风味的 It's Israeli style.
妈妈，这些小胡萝卜-它们看上去很悲伤 Mommy, the baby carrots -they're looking so sad.
噢，它们被打倒了，我会让它们站起来 Aw. Shoot 'em on over.I'll cheer 'em up.
谢谢你 - Thank you. 克洛伊放学后在学唱卡拉OK - Chloe is studying karaoke after school.
她的老师认为她有很大的潜力 - Her teacher thinks she has a lot of potential. 噢，我确信 - Oh, I'll bet.
你愿意晚饭后为哈维唱首歌吗，克洛伊？ Would you like to sing for Harvey after dinner, Chloe?
不好意思，是惊厥药的缘故 她的剂量增多了 Sorry. It's the Klonopin.She's on a new dosage.
嗯，没事，我明白 Mm-hmm. I see. Yeah. Oh, yeah.
马克，你做什么工作呀？ So, Mark, what do you do?
系统分析 Systems analysis.
听上去不错 That sounds interesting.
对我而言还行，就像玩中级水平的数字游戏一样 It is to me - moderately.Like intermediate-level Sudoku.
不过我不会幻想我的工作会对任何人会有益…… But I have no illusions that what I do is of any interest to anyone else...
即使在专家当中 even amongst specialists.
我是个公务员，但是没有野心…… I'm something of a functionary,but without ambition...
连对野心的希望都没有 or even hope of ambition.
我读了研究生，然后就没兴趣了…… I plateaued in grad school,then lost interest...
除了维持一个基本的收入让我可以活下去 except in maintaining a base salary adequate to financing a low-overhead subsistence.
你会见到什么人吗？ Are you seeing anyone?
不会，我的焦点更多是中国 No, I'm more focused on China.
其它的一切都是历史 Everything else is history.
只是时间问题 It's just a question of time.
和他聊一下吧 Talk to him.
提米…… So, Timmy...
你妈妈说你很快就要举行成人仪式了 your mom tells me you're gonna be bar mitzvahed soon.
是的 Yeah.
我想起了我的成人仪式 I remember my bar mitzvah.
你想起你的了吗，马克？ You remember yours, Mark?
提米正在准备一个特别的演讲-a D'var Torah 是吧？ Timmy's preparing a special speech -a D'var Torah. Isn't that right?
对的 Yeah.
嗯，是什么主题呢？ Mmm. What's the topic?
关于成为一个男人 It's on becoming a man.
噢，有意思 Oh. Interesting.
事实上，它更多是关于约瑟和宽恕的故事 Actually, it's mainly about the story of Joseph and forgiveness.
就像你应该原谅某个人，即使你并不情愿…… Like when you're supposed to forgive someone, even if you don't want to...
以及那如何使你成为一个男人—诸如此类的事情 and how that makes you a man -things like that.
就像：“宽宏大量，不念旧恶”那样？ Like "forgive and forget"?
嗯，比如说…… Well, like for example...
比如说我…… say I...
打了你的脸 punched you in the face.
如果我说对不起，你会原谅我吗？ If I said I was sorry,would you forgive me?
噢，他当然会的，但你为什么要这样做呢？ Well, of course he would,but why would you do such a thing?
那不是重点，妈妈 - That's not the point, Mom. 没事，我明白的 - No. I understand.
是的，我会原谅你 Yes, I would forgive you.
我想，我会要一个解释 I think, uh, I would ask for an explanation.
所以你认为我是真的感到抱歉？ So that you believe I'm really sorry?
嗯- Well -
你看，像我告诉你的一样，我确信我会原谅你，不过…… Look, um, like I told you,I'm sure I would forgive you, but...
嗯，我不确信我会忘了它 well, I'm not sure that I would forget.
那比如说，一伙恐怖份子炸了你的办公楼 But let's say, for example, a terrorist blows up your office building.
你还是会原谅吗？ - Do you still forgive? 这是上帝禁区 - God forbid.
但如果那群恐怖份子有善良的意图呢？ But what if that terrorist had a good reason?
从定义上说，恐怖份子没有善良的意图 Terrorists, by definition,do not have good reasons.
但是如果是你的家人被杀害或折磨怎么办？ But what if your family were killed and tortured?
你不会想要做些什么来保护其它人吗？ Wouldn't you want to do something about it, to protect others?
提米，这些恐怖份子是坏人 Timmy, these terrorists are evil.
也是懦夫 And cowards.
他们不像你和我这样 They're not like you and me.
他们不相信自由和民主 They don't believe in freedom and democracy.
你的妈妈是对的 Your mother's right.
提米，你是说你会原谅9/11的恐怖份子吗？ Timmy, are you saying you would forgive the 9/11 terrorists?
拜托，你当然不可能原谅那些恐怖份子 Well, of course you can't forgive those terrorists.
因为他们已经死了 They're dead.
如果可以宽恕和忘记…… If it's possible to forgive and forget...
或者宽恕而不忘记…… or to forgive and not forget...
那你什么时候会忘记而不宽恕呢？ when would you forget but not forgive?
我想这是可能的，有人做了某些事情…… I think it's possible，someone does something...
对你而言是很可怕的- really terrible to you -
比如说，真的很恐怖- like, really horrible -
某些严重伤害了你，让非常痛苦的事情 something that hurts you so bad,and it's so painful.
那么也许忘记会更好…… Maybe then it's better to forget...
从此没有痛苦地生活…… and live without all that pain...
而不是宽恕并记住 instead of forgiving and remembering.
要软糖吗？ Gumdrops?
你看，我父亲有酗酒的毛病…… See, like, my dad had this drinking problem...
完全是遗传的 which is, like, totally genetic.
我爷爷差不多43岁时死于酒精中毒 His father died at, like, 43 or something from alcohol poisoning.
所以，任何时候都有事情会错误地进行…… So, anyway, anytime something would go wrong at work...
他会出去喝得烂醉，然后回家打我妈妈…… he'd go out, get plastered,come home, punch out my mom...
好像全都是我妈不好一样 like it was all her fault.
他们没有离婚吗？ Are they still married?
没有，他们还是很相爱 Yeah. Still in love.
噢，上帝 - Oh, my God. 即使是他- - Even though he -
是的 Yes.
噢，真是太他妈的扯淡了！ Whoa. That's, like, totally fucked.
是的 - Yeah. 我知道 - I know.
老兄 Man.
好了，比利，该你说了 Okay, Billy. It's your turn.
噢，我不知道 - Oh, I don't know. 说吧 - Come on.
说吧，大家都说过了 Yeah, everyone else has.
谁的家庭最操蛋？ Who comes from the most fucked-up family?
谁的父母最操蛋？ Whose parents are the most fucked up?
我甘拜下风 Really, I can't compete.
比利，你太搞了 不要告诉我你的家庭不操蛋吧 Billy, you're so weird. Don't tell me you don't come from a fucked-up family.
真的 Really.
我的父亲死了，就这样了 My father died. That's about it.
是自杀的吗？ Was it suicide?
不是 No.
那他怎么死的？ Then how did he die?
我忘了 I forget.
好吧 - Right. 太差劲了 - So lame.
好吧，看起来我赢了 All right then. Looks like I win.
是的，最佳阴道独白 Yeah. Best vaginalogue.
不是吧，不过她家确实是最操蛋的 No, but really, her family is the most fucked up.
是的，不过那只是因为她是被收养的 Yeah, but it's only because she was a foster child.
否则的话，我才是赢家 - Otherwise, I'd so win. 嗯，我可不这样认为 - Uh, I don't think so.
你没有被你的继父猥亵过 you weren't molested by your step-dad.
噢，对不起，萨拉，不过猥亵儿童一直都有发生 Oh, boo-hoo. Sorry, Sarah, but child molestation has been, like, so done.
而且他只是用了他的手指，别太在意了 And he only used his fingers anyway. Get over it.
比利，你去哪里？ - Billy, where you going? 别走呀 - Yeah, don't leave.
嘿，别扫兴，比利 - Hey, come on, Billy. 留下来吧 - Please stay.
我们只是在开玩笑，比利！ - Come on, we're just kidding around. Billy! 拜托！ - Come on!
比利 Billy.
进，进来吧 Co - Come inside.
我需要来看看你 I needed to see you.
你怎么找到我的？ How'd you find me?
我去了你母亲家 Stopped by your mom's.
她出去了，房子里没人 She was out.The house was empty.
你要喝水吗？ Do you want some water?
谢谢 Thanks.
再来一瓶？ One more?
好的 Yeah.
谢谢，我需要喝水 Thanks. I needed that.
在学校过得怎么样？ So how's school?
不错 Okay.
你学什么专业？ What's your major?
人类学 Anthropology.
你准备读研究生吗？ You planning on grad school?
可能吧 Probably.
想深入研究？ - Get into research? 是的 - Yeah.
也许吧 Maybe.
我正在写一篇关于动物界同性恋的论文 I'm doing a paper on homosexuality in the animal kingdom.
我读了很多关于倭黑猩猩的资料 I've done a lot of reading on the bonobo monkey.
它们和人类有98%的基因相似度 They share, like, 98%? of the human genetic profile.
但它们用性侵代替性交…… But they substitute sex for aggression...
并且定期进行乱伦- and regularly engage in incest -
父亲和女儿，父亲和儿子…… father/daughter, father/son...
母亲和儿子 mother/son.
那是一种非常和平的生活方式 It's a very peaceable lifestyle.
你是同志吗？ Are you gay?
不是 No.
确定吗？ Sure?
是的 Yeah.
所以你喜欢女人？ So you like women?
是的 Yeah.
我的意思是，真的喜欢女人？ I mean, really like women?
是的 Yes.
你会幻想剥光她们，和她们做爱…… Do you fantasize stripping them,fucking them...
强暴她们吗？ raping them?
嗯，不- Well, not -
没有强暴，真的没有 Not rape. Not really.
没有强暴的性幻想吗？ No rape fantasies?
没有 No.
没有，我认为没有 No, I - I don't think so.
还有软糖吗？ Got any more gumdrops?
为什么你不写信？ Why didn't you ever write?
我们不认为这是个好主意 We didn't think it would be a good idea.
你的母亲和我- - Your mother and I - 她对大家说你已经死了 - She told everybody you were dead.
是的，她是对的 Well, she was right.
我也这么说了 I went along.
不错 Good.
很好 That's good.
幸好你没有写信 It's good you didn't write.
幸好你已经死了 It's good you were dead.
我试着忘记 I tried to forget.
然后我试着想起 And then I tried to remember.
但我做不到 And I couldn't.
我也一样 Me too.
原谅我 Forgive me.
没有什么好原谅的 There's nothing to forgive.
我的意思是- I mean, it -
一切都是不可原谅的 It's all unforgivable.
我不同情你 I have no sympathy for you.
他们对我做了很多研究 They did a lot of work on me.
“研究”？ "Work"?
康复医疗 Rehabilitation.
然后呢？ And?
我服用药物 I take medication.
然后呢，那有效吗？ And-And that works?
都没有效 Nothing works.
它会一直持续下去 It just goes on... forever.
我只是来看看你，以免你会…… I just had to come and see that you wouldn't...
变得和我一样 become me.
像我这样的个案 Cases - people like me.
从基因上说，我是幸运的 Genetically speaking, I'm lucky.
我是说，我们是幸运的 I mean, we're lucky.
它是隐性的 It's a recessive thing.
我努力坚持到底 I tried to stay the course.
三个孩子 Three kids.
你应该离开这里 You should have cut and run.
但你要知道，当你出生的时候…… But, you know, when you were born...
我捧着你- and I held you -
你那么小 So tiny.
未来似乎大有希望 The future seemed so... possible.
不，请不要走 No, please don't go.
继续装下去…… Just keep pretending...
像以前一样 like before.
如果你装得够久- If you pretend enough -
谢谢你的软糖 Thanks for the gumdrops.
他会喂养他的信众 # He shall feed his flock #
像个牧羊人一样 # Like a shepherd #
他会用他的臂膀 # And he shall gather #
聚拢所有的羔羊 # The lambs with his arm #
用他的手臂 # With his arm #
抱着它们 # And carry them #
捧在他的心上 # In his bosom #
温柔地引领那些 # And gently lead those #
那些年轻的羊 # That are with young #
电脑死机了 - The computer died. 技术支持 - Tech support.
唱得太好了 Oh, and that was so beautiful.
不过下次你可以唱得更...... Although next time maybe you could learn something a little more -
更像犹太人？ Jewish?
别听他的 挖苦先生 Don't you listen to him.Mr. Sarcastic.
妈妈，我可以和哈维单独呆一会嘛 Mom, could I please have a moment alone with Harvey...
趁着马克修电脑的时候？ while Mark is fixing the computer?
好的，当然可以 Well, yeah, sure.
请跟我来 Please follow me.
请坐，不要客气 Please sit down.Make yourself comfortable.
谢谢，提米 Thank you, Timmy.
地方不错 Hmm. Nice place.
我妈妈说你准备娶她 My mom says you're planning to marry her.
嗯，一步一步来吧 Well, one step at a time.
我们会看事情怎么发展 We'll see how things go.
你的意思是我妈妈错了？ You mean my mom is wrong?
你并不打算娶她？ You're not planning to marry her?
提米…… Timmy...
我非常爱你的妈妈 I love your mother very much.
所以你准备结婚了吗？ - So are you getting married? 但愿如此 - I hope so.
我们都希望如此，但很大程度上取决于你 We both hope so.A lot of that depends on you.
你知道的，我哥哥在上大学，我就是这房子里的男人 You know, while my brother is away at college,I've been the man of the house.
我知道，你妈妈告诉过我 Oh, I know that. Your mother's told me.
她非常以你为荣 She's very proud of you.
如果我不同意某件事情，这个决定是由我来做的 If something doesn't meet my approval,it's up to me to decide what to do.
那是很大的责任 That's a lot of responsibility.
你要知道，我快13岁了 You know, I'm almost 13.
你不必把我当个孩子一样来和我讲话 You don't have to talk to me like I'm still a child.
对不起 I'm sorry.
我要问你几个问题 I have some questions for you.
如果我发现你说谎…… If you lie, I'll find out...
我就不会让你和妈妈结婚 and I won't let you go through with the marriage.
我不会对你说谎的，提米 I won't lie to you, Timmy.
我是个敞开和诚实的人 I'm an open and honest person.
你和男人或男孩发生过性关系吗？ Have you ever had sex with a man or boy?
没有 No.
一次都没有吗？ - Not a single time? 没有 - No.
在梦里都没有过吗？ Not even in your dreams?
没有 No.
好吧 Okay.
你认为恋童癖者是恐怖份子吗？ Do you think a pedophile is a terrorist?
什么？ What -What?
嗯，我是说- Um, well, I mean -
如果你碰到一个恋童癖者，你会怎么做呢？ If you ever met a pedophile,what would you do?
提米，我永远不会- Timmy, I would never-
你，你在摸我 Y- You're touching me.
提米…… Timmy...
我知道你的出生背景 I know where you're coming from.
我希望你知道- And I want you to know -
上帝呀！ Oh, my God.
可怜的孩子 过来 Oh, you poor kid. Come here.
卓伊 Joy.
卓伊，这么久了 Joy, it's been so long.
安迪，不要，不要 - Andy, no. No. 请不要再次忘记我，卓伊 - Please don't forget me again,Joy.
我没有别人了 - I have no one else. 不要！ - No!
你是唯一没有将我遗忘的人 You're the only one who hasn't forgotten me.
艾伦 Allen.
噢 Oh.
但你离我而去了 But you cut and ran.
噢，我知道我永远都不该离开你 永远 Oh, I know I should never have left you.Never.
请原谅我 - Please forgive me. 太迟了 - Too late.
噢，不过亲爱的，我还有什么可以做的吗？ Oh, but, sweetheart,isn't there anything that I can do?
任何事情都行 Anything.
任何事情- Anything to - to -
有两件事情 Two things.
是什么？ What?
是什么？告诉我 What? Tell me.
把我电脑里的所有文件都删掉 Delete everything off my computer.
删掉所有的网页和订阅内容 All the Web sites and subscriptions.
好的 Oh. Okay.
还有呢？ What else?
和我一样，用子弹打穿你的太阳穴 Do what I did -put a bullet through your temple.
从嘴里开枪也可以 Gun in mouth is also okay.
然后写一张便条说…… And then write a note saying...
“我是个可怕的人 "I am a terrible person.
我试图改善这个世界，但失败了 I tried to improve the world, but failed.
战争是邪恶的，但我所做的更加邪恶 ” War is evil, but what I did was worse. "
除非我看到你明白我的所做所为有多么痛苦，否则我永远无法安息 I will never rest until I see that you know what it is to suffer like I did.
噢，艾伦，我- Oh, Allen, I -
我不知道，艾伦 I don't know, Allen.
我觉得我更愿意吃安眠药 I really think I'd prefer taking pills.
那要记得把它们混在酒里 Then remember to mix them with alcohol.
然后用一个塑料袋拴住你的脑袋 And to tie a plastic bag around your head afterwards.
那我变成植物人了怎么办？ What -What if I end up a vegetable?
你不会的 - You won't. 但是我不想死 - But I don't want to die.
你是为我而死…… You die for me...
这样我才知道你是爱我的 and I will know you loved me.
艾伦…… Allen...
你有见到天使吗？ did you meet any angels?
有的 Yeah.
我是说真的 I mean, sure.
大多数都是友好的人 Lots of really nice, friendly people.
他们认为这是一件正确的事情吗？ Do they think this is the right thing to do?
以牙还牙？ An eye for an eye?
然后再宽恕 Then comes forgiveness.
提米在哪里？ Where is Timmy?
我5分钟后回来 I'll be back in five.
嗨 Hi.
嗨 Hey.
恭喜你成为一个男人 Congratulations on becoming a man.
谢谢 Thanks.
我听说你爸爸要走了 I heard your dad was leaving.
是的 Yep.
是你妈妈告诉你的？ Your mom tell you?
是的 Yeah.
他要去哪里呢？ Where is he moving to?
以色列 Israel.
为什么呢？ But why?
那里不是很危险吗？ Isn't it dangerous there?
是什么让你认为这里不会有恐怖袭击呢？ What makes you think there won't be a terrorist attack here?
我是说，如果我是基地组织，那佛罗里达这块地方就是一片金矿了 I mean, if I were Al-Qaeda,this part of Florida is a gold mine.
反正我认为他最近不是太关心生存问题 Anyway, I don't think he's too focused on survival these days.
我为我的错误感到抱歉 I'm sorry I made a mistake.
我是说，即使你爸爸是个恋童癖者…… I mean,even if your dad is a pedophile...
他也应该可以结婚 he should be allowed to get married.
他不是一个恋童癖者 He's not a pedophile.
对，但即使他是的话 - Yeah, but even if he is. 他不是 - He's not.
我知道 I know.
对不起 I'm sorry.
算了吧，都结束了 Forget about it. It's over.
如果我- What if I -
我爸爸几星期前去大学见过我哥哥 My father visited my brother up at college a few weeks ago.
他们呆了一会，然后……他离开了 They hung out for a little while,and then... he left.
然后失踪了 Disappeared.
没人知道他在哪里 Nobody knows where.
我妈妈认为他很可能死在某条水沟边上 My mom thinks he's probably lying somewhere dead in a gutter.
这次是真的死了 And for real this time.
但是…… But...
他也不是一个恋童癖者 he wasn't a pedophile either.
他不是的 He wasn't.
不好意思，我之前抓狂了 I'm sorry I freaked out before.
就在我成人仪式之前 It was before my bar mitzvah.
我刚好- I was still just -
我- I was -
拜托 Please.
好吧 Sure.
宽恕并遗忘 Forgive and forget.
但那就像自由和民主 But it's like freedom and democracy.
反正到了最后，中国会接管，所有这一切都不重要了 In the end, China will take over,and none of this will matter.
我并不关心自由和民主 I don't care about freedom and democracy.
我只想要我的爸爸 I just want my father.
我试着去原谅 # I try to forgive #
我试着去遗忘 # I try to forget #
试着不再重新经历 # Try not to relive #
让我纠结的事情 # What makes me upset #
我们都会犯错 # We all make mistakes #
不如承认它们吧？ # So why not admit them? #
我犯了一个错误 # I made a mistake #
现在那就像结局 # It's just like the end now #
战时的生活 # Life during wartime #
时光倒映出时光 # Time-to-reflect time #
时光再次思索时光 # Time-to-rethink time #
战时的生活 # Life during wartime #
我试着去原谅 # I try to forgive #
试着不要遗忘 # Try not to forget #
你没有得到的东西 # The things you don't get #
你一直后悔 # You always regret #
当日子非常悲摧 # When times are so rough #
人们正在死去 # And people are dyin'#
我说已经够了 # I say that's enough #
谎言是没有用的 # There's no use in lyin'#
战时的生活 # Life during wartime #
时光补偿时光 # Time-to-recoup time #
在时光中变得美好 # Time-to-be-good time #
战时的生活 # Life during wartime #
我以为我可以改变，变成你所认同的方式 # I thought I could change the way that you think #
这太奇怪 # Instead. it's so strange #
我让你变成醉鬼 # I've turned you to drink #
为什么我漫无目的 # Why did I roam# 为什么我漫无目的在你身边？ Why did I roam around on my own? #
我应该呆在家里 # I should've stayed home 应该呆在家里 Should've stayed home #
丢掉你的iPhone # And thrown out your iPhone #
丢掉你的iPhone # Thrown out your iPhone #
我以为我已经原谅 # I thought I forgave #
我以为我已经遗忘 # I thought I forgot #
我试着变得勇敢 # I tried to be brave #
但我发现我做不到 # But found I could not #
我犯了一个错误 # I made a mistake #
现在一切都来不及了 # And now it's all too late #
我的心里布满了痛 # My heart's full of ache #
这就是所谓的命运吗？ # Is this what is called fate? #
战时的生活 # Life during wartime #
时光深呼吸时光 # Time-to-breathe-deep time #
在时光中变得坚强 # Time-to-be-strong time #
战时的生活 # Life during wartime #
你无法原谅 # You cannot forgive #
无法被遗忘的事情 # What can't be forgot #
你过的生活 # The life that you live #
那就是你的一切吗？ # Is that all that you've got? #
战时的生活 # Life during wartime #
时光深呼吸时光 # Time-to-breathe-deep time #
在时光中变得坚强 # Time-to-be-strong time #
战时的生活 # Life during wartime #
你无法去原谅 # You cannot forgive #
无法被遗忘的事情 # What can't be forgot #
你所过的生活 # The life that you live #
那就是你拥有的一切吗？ # Is that all that you've got? #
战时的生活 # Life during wartime #